I am writing this hoping to find an answer. The only problem is that I am not aware of what this question is. Maybe it is the answer to the meaning of life, I do not know. I am attending a college right now taking marketing. The level of education does not seem enough for me. I find myself struggling just to find some other ways to broaden my knowledge. But for now, I am going to put with it and finish my diploma. Who knows what I will be doing in 5 years, something important I hope.

The world is such a beautiful place. I love everything about it. I can’t wait to travel. The main reason I want to travel is because I want to gain my own perspectives about the life of man, including its purpose and maybe some insight into our destiny.

I sometimes feel different than everyone else. Not lower then them, but just feel like I have something inside of me that is more important than everything, it will help everybody. I know it, I can feel it every single day. I just wish I could communicate it.

This is the first time I have ever written like this, so if you would just bear with my style, I hope to improve it as I continue this journey.

I just had a thought about how to write this. Every time a thought hits me and I am intrigued by it, I will start writing. I will write even if it sounds ridiculous, because it may be that ridiculous idea that leads me in the right direction.

Smoking is a horrible habit. I think it is disgusting that they are allowed to profit from the ultimate death of a human being. I smoke and hate it, but I’m hooked. One of these days I will quit for good. I promise you that.