I need to write today because I have had some fascinating thoughts and ideas lately. I have been realizing that life is so much more. Almost so much more, that I am struggling for the words to write.

Let me explain something that happened to me the other day. Something I find rater “magical”. About a month ago I read the book “The Celestine Prophecy”, by James Redfield. The book is a must read. I found many topics to be extremely fascinating. It explains pretty much every question I could ask about Life. While reading the book I came across a section that was dealing with “universal life energy” that connects everything in our universe, from the planets, to humans, to plants, we are all connected. I will explain this idea further. It mentioned a way to see the energy that was very simple. All that you must do is take your two pointer fingers and point them straight at each other. Now picture in your mind this energy flowing from the earth, up your legs, flowing up through your spine, it keeps flowing right up into your brain. All you can feel is this energy flowing. It flows down your arms and into your hands. If you feel this naturally flowing and point your two pointer fingers at each other about 1cm apart you will see trails of what appears “smoke” traveling as whispers between the two fingers.

Well after reading about that I felt compelled to test it out for myself. So I tried it was and it was fantastic. I saw the smoke and was so perplexed. How could this happen I thought? It must be my eyes playing tricks on me. My reality was turned upside-down. But I soon forgot the idea and went on thinking as I normally do, until the other day (2 days ago).

I was sitting in my room with all the lights off with just a candle burning. I was just relaxing, trying to clear my mind. The thought of the smoke between my fingers popped into my head, so I tried it. It was incredible, almost an indescribable feeling. I started playing with it, stretching it as far as I could. It seemed attached at the tips of both fingers. As I watched this I had an incredibly overwhelming feeling inside of me. The feeling was of that what was happening was truly something of a miracle. Magic, as some would say. I started taking all my fingers, all with the same effects. I could not explain. My hands were tingling and had hot burning sensations where I was pointing my fingers together. I soon found that if I held my hands about a foot apart and slowly moved them together, the space between them appeared cloudy and distorted. Do you know on those sunny days when there are beams of light coming through the clouds, and it looks a bit hazy in the beams. Well, there were beams much like that. It also had trails of smoke wifting with no direction at all, not effected by the wind. Just traveling with a mind of their own. Also it had areas where it looked like heat waves (you know like looking at the air around a hot BBQ, it has a different look to it). Well I could see that too. All this sounds completely untrue. And I am having a hard time believing it too. But I feel something too, I feel something rushing through my hands, throughout my body.

When I move the hands slowly together I feel a sensation like holding 2 positive ends of a magnet together, like my hands are pushing apart. If I slowly push past this area of dead air, I see intense clouding, distinctly blue and red sparks on either hand and feeling some amazing feelings in my hands. I feel an overwhelming feeling to tell me ex-girlfriend of 3 years about this